Happy Smoke Free Birthday to me!!!!!

Todays My birthday and I am still smoke free been a long long time since I celebrated a birthday Smoke Free. And the whole day has went and I didn't even want a ciggy.


I have been sick again. Went to the dr the other day .....Upper respiratory infection and I am once again on an antibiotic and Mucinex. I haven't been able to breath through my nose for a few days now.


The Lexapro seems to be doing its job and I am feeling better in that department I guess I will have to stay on the meds for a while.


Ebay is going well. We are selling a lot of things.I am getting tired of visiting the post office and I think they may be getting tired of seeing me haha


I got a new van the other day. Well its new to me anyway........My other one just was on its last leg I think so we got another and I really like this one. Its purty too.......


My sister and nieces decided last night to decorate my van for my birthday and all my sister had was xmas wrap so they wrapped it up they didn't want to do anything that would damage the paint or anything. so they wrapped it in wrapping paper tired string around it and wrote on the wrapping paper with shaving cream. I said every dog has his day ahaha

What a mess huh
thats just one side haha
well more soon.....I'm hittin the hay!!!!

One day at a time..............

How you doin?

Ever seen the Movie Norbit "How you doin?"
Anyway I am doin much better.
Went today and got my nails filled in and I dont like the color I had them painted so I am going back to have the paint changed.
Ebay is going well.
I'm smoke free and doing well there.
Just thought I would post that Im alive.
More soon


One day at a time......

Finally its working......

Happy Weekend first to all who read!!!!

FINALLY my depression meds are starting to kick in and I am a much happier person. Family seems happier too!!!!
Let me tell you a little bit about last weekends Break down. Last saturday we spent hours at this estate auction and I was exhausted. Kept begging to leave and go home. Kids were hungry Mom was hungry and DAD was really ready to spend his hard earned money on some "great buys" soooooo I finally just shut up. As we leave van loaded front to back with his " great buys" I tell him we cannot go out to eat that I need to cook these ube steaks in the fridge. Now let me tell ya Momma loes cube steak but we dont get it too often. So we get home I cook this huge meal. I sit down with my plate at my desk too tired to sit at table and hubby get his food and he sits down and starts bitching the minute he sits his big ass in the chair. Hes not bitchin cause the food is bad. He is bitchin cause the house is dirty and he bitches about me and my computer. How I am on it all the time . Finally he says F this I am goin to bed. So he gets up and puts his food on the counter and heads to the bedroom bitchin all the way. Well I wasn't a happy camper anyway cause I was so tired. I grabbed my plate and flung it towards kitchen. As I turn around I see the plate it heading straight at grouch ! CRASH it hit him in the head. I have never felt so bad in all my life. Head bleeding and all he screams at me kids are freaking cause mom freaked on dad. i get the kids to go to there rooms and dad calms down I end up going to bed before him I wake in the middle of the night and he is asleep on living room floor. Well I called Dr and he sid to give meds a few more days to kick in that it should help and thank goodness its working. Now hubby wont let me live down the fact I lammed him in the head with a plate. I have apologized over and over. I just know that had I been "myself" that would have never happened. I have never done a thing like that before and I told the dr what i had done. He asked how I felt and so on and so forth.

I went to the podiatrist and I had my nail removed off the big toe on Tuesday its doing fairly well. hurt really bad after the numbness wore off but now is better. A nail will grow back there. I love wearing flip flops. If I didn't have a toenail I would not show my toes that is gross. hehe

As for smoking......I am doing well with not smoking . we went to a birthday party today and there was folks there smoking and it didn't even phase me really. I just hung with the "Non smoking" crowd. Still on the chantix one pill a day and its going great.

ebay selling is going fairly well. which I am happy with. My sister and I are talking about taking consignment from people here in town and selling stuff for them. Or even listing that we will buy things. right now we have a whole closet full of stuff to sell. Which I know it wont take long to sell it all. We have a lot of holiday things to sell too.

well I enough from me tonight. Until Next time.....

One day at a time..............

Starbucks n Ebay

Oh my I didn't realize its been a week since I been here to the blog!!! Shame on me.......

well I been around !!!!
haha
well this past week STARBUCKS opened in lil ole Greensburg Indiana!!!! I was so super excited!! I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee there hOT CHOCOLATE!!! YUM YUM YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMY!!! HAHA anyway I have went a couple times and spent my 3.00 for a venti Hot Chocolate!!!!!

Ebay well my sister and I have talked about opening a "real" store fora while but with Finances we cannot come up with the money to open it up. So next best thing is to do it at home!!! Yeah we have started listing Items on ebay. I went to an estate auction on Saturday and got all kinds of goodies to sell and she had bought a bunch of stuff so we have pages and pages of Inventory and I am going to start listing some at least daily!!!! Boy was I excited today when I went in and seen we had a bid already on the first listing!!!

Im still smoke free and doing ok from it! I dont much crave them anymore . I am smoke free and happy I have given em up.

went to the dr last week and he changed me from effexor xr to this Lexapro he thinks it will help me. Im hoping it does.
Tomorrow I see the podiatrist over a bad toe! I swear that is about all I get done is going to the dr.
well more soon

One day at a time...................

More Chantix

SO I thought today what the heck I will call the other refill in and see if my insurance will cover another month and viola.......I got another month of chantix. I think I need to take it as long as insurance will cover. The dr told me when I seen him last that I should get the extra month he ordered . He also told me I could continue to just take 1 a day instead of the 2 as long as I wasn't having problems with just taking one. So I will have a bunch saved up to even stay on longer. I just want to make sure I am completely over smoking. I might be able to handle going off of them and not have any trouble I dont know its just something Im not ready to try yet.

I am feeling so much better then I was last week. I actually was able to clean a lot today and do a bunch of laundry. Also went out and test drove some vehicles we are talking about trading my van off.

well off to bed I go.....


One day at a time...........

People magazine

So I went to walmart today and picked up my copy of the newest people magazine and my dream is in it...Interesting article .
You all should read it.

getting better

Well here I am......at my computer feeling a little better. I do have to say this bout with pneumonia wasn't as bad as I have had it. I was really glad this time that I didn't have to get a lecture about smoking. Before I would have gotten my lecture and felt bad about them having to lecture me but would continue to smoke afterward. This time I got a hows the quit going. Way to go we are so proud of you. Kudos to me I say.
I am so glad that I dont have those cigs anymore. I just hope that in time my lungs begin to heal.
well enough for tonight....more soon


One day at a time........

a quickie

Well I was heading back to bed and thought I better let those of you who read this often know that I do in fact have pneumonia and also a sinus Infection. i went to the dr early this morning. I am loaded on meds and have been sleeping most of the day.
off to bed again


One day at a time......

thinking

Well I think this may be my last week of Chantix. Get quit just sent a thing about it being my 12th week. I had to look back and I guess I have been on it that long. Anywho......my insurance only covers for 12 weeks a calendar year. Soooooooo I am going to start tapering . Although I haven't taken the nightly dose for over a week. Almost 2 weeks. so this week I will continue just one a day and I should have enough for another 2-3 weeks to taper. I am almost positive I will be fine without. I dont have urges really anymore. ok just counted back I have 14 pills that I have not taken in other packs and I have all this weeks nightly dose. so I may be able to half my dose next week and then do that for 2 weeks I will call the dr tomorrow and see what he says.


I have to go to my regular dr tomorrow I am sick I think it may be pneumonia I just feel horrible. I hurt when I breath. The last 2 morning I have woke with a sore throat.

WELL ima go to bed for now. more soon


One day at a time.........