Well I must say I haven't had a day quite like today in a longgggggggggggggggggggggggggg time.
For some odd reason and I really dont know what triggered it.......I sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wanted to smoke today!!!! I didn't though.......took all the self control I had not to pull over to a gas station while I was out and about several times today. I just kept reminding myself how far I have come and how much I would want to kick myself. I would see someone smoking today and think ahhhh I want one of those............so I went about my christmas shopping and all that jazz and passed on all thoughts of smoking. I know I just cannot do that to me or my family.........hopefully tomorrow will be a much better day then today and that I have no thoughts of smoking!!!
More soon
One day at a time............................
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Tabatha, I understand so very much. I'm also delighted that you stayed strong and didn't smoke. Some days really just are not easy. Period. But, you made it.
And, yes, Christmas is tomorrow at our house, so you are more than welcome to celebrate early and get it over with right along with us ;)
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