:-( sad

well I got my call from the dr yesterday. I just knew when the number came up on the color ID it wasn't going to good news. They dont call about labs unless something is wrong. Well I was right.......it wasn't good.......I am diabetic. So I go on Friday to the dr again to see what he wants to do. She said he will give me a blood sugar monitor when I come there. So we will find out just how bad it is on Friday. That may explain a lot of things. I am hoping I dont have to do the shots normally though they try to start you out with pills.

well more soon....I am going back to bed.

One day at a time.........

dr

I been to the dr this morning and he wanted me to get labs done. I told him about my dizzy spells and he wanted to check it anyway even after I told him about the other meds. So I should know tomorrow about that.
Yiiippppppeeee I also lost 2 lbs since last visit which means maybe it was a good thing I had my teeth removed. haha
we were on the subject of not smoking. He said well dont you feel better about yourself. Of course I said and I also told him how ashamed I was of myself all the time I smoked because I sent my kids to school smellin like a big ciggie. He got a laugh out of me..........I said well you just take for granted things until you realize. and now I know.
Last night I went to bingo and I got a kick out of the group of Poison suckers......Break time they all got their coats gloves hats etc on to go out and suck some more poison into there systems only to come in coughing their heads off. My mom and I just chuckled at people and how bad they stunk when they came back in. I told her and the other lady I thank god every day that I dont do that anymore. I am part of the Non poison sucking crowd!!!
well ima go take a small nap.
I got up wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to early!

more to come soon....

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feelin better

well I got myself feeling better and oh my I went through a few days feeling like well pure hard core nasty stinky SHIT!!!!! I just felt horrible I was getting dizzy...hot flashes....sick at my tummy.....couldn't seem to figure out what was causing it........Duh my dumbass felt so sick I hadn't taken my medicine for days . I was having withdraws or something from my antidepressants and my tummy meds. I took my medicine today and Im ME again. I dont feel all sickly!!!
So I have made a note and stuck it up by my desk that will help remind me to take my meds. I cant go through that again. Its like I just quit taking all meds and my body wasn't handling it well at all. They are something that I just can't quit taking.
Ebay is back doing pretty good.
Well more soon......

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OH what a relief........

Well i had my stitches out today!!!! I feel better with them out its not as painful!!!! WOOT WOOT
I go back on Feb 1st to have the bottom teeth pulled then 60 days I can do impressions for dentures!!!! Im super excited. Not excited to have all my teeth gone just excited knowing I wont be in pain anymore from my teeth!!!!!

oh and my ds I got a new game 7 wonders of the ancient world I am super hooked on it!!!!! I just love playin it.

well thats all I got to say now...........

except......I'm super glad I'm a NON smoker!!!!

One day at a time........

Special Purchase!

Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll I got a wild hair and I went and bought myself a Nintendo DS and Im hooked!!!! lol I have been having a ton of fun since getting it and I didn't want to go to sleep last night cause I had to pass my mission!!! haha

I am feeling a little better from getting my teeth out and I am sure I will feel even better once Thursday gets here and the stitches come out.

Well Im going to go lay down and get a small nap in......

One day at a time............

Potato Soup

Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy I made some homemade potato soup today and it is wonderful!!! I should have taken a picture of it because it sure looked as good as it tasted. Since my eating right now is soft and more on the soupy side of things I thought potato sounds good so I made it and boy am I glad I did!!!
I am starting to feel somewhat better not as much facial pain as I have been in....thank goodness.
Smoking......Have I said lately how happy I am that I am a non smoker now ? I am sure the pain would be worse if I were still trying to suck in poison. Really the thought of a cigarette makes me nauseous. Today I went to the grocery store and my friend was with me and funny thing she has recently quit and stayed quit.......we both looked at each other same time and was like ewww you smell that? Cigarette smell. lol Its just appalling how bad that smells. I think a lot of the time how ashamed I am that I sent my kids to school smelling like that. Cause I know the teachers and stuff that don't smoke had to have smelled that. The kids even notice the smell is bad. My daughter doesn't like going to her grandmothers because she smokes a lot and her house stinks. my husband don't like going there either........lol He is talking of buying his mothers place if they move and renting it out.......I said do you realize all the cleaning that place will need?!!

we are getting ready here to repaint living room and kitchen and do something with hallway flooring I think we are going to put hardwood down. Kids bathroom needs work done to it also think we will put tile in there. I am excited to get some of it done.

PS......I got denied for my disability I am calling an attorney tomorrow to see if they will help me.
well enough for tonight......off to bed in a few

One day at a time........

sore!

Ouch my gums hurt I can't eat worth a crap.
Pain medicine makes me sick and I just deal with
being sick cause I would rather feel sick that hurt
like hell.
I am so glad Im not a smoker anymore and have
to hurt from puffin the poison!!!!
Just wanted to stop by as I haven't been here
since my dentist adventure.
That first night I didn't sleep all night but I
finally slept last night.
well more soon

One day at a time...........

a diet?

Well I went to the dentist today knowing what he was going to say. I still dreaded hearing those words.......They all need to come out!!!
I honestly think Dr David looked at me and said this girl needs a diet.
So I am thinking well we will make a plan up and I will start getting these teeth out! HELL NO no plans........I walk out with no teeth on top and a half a mouth full of stitches.
No Idea when the 9 on the bottom will get taken out but after the hell from the top I dont know if I want them getting the bottom out or not!! lol Three of the top had to be surgically removed because they were broken to below the gum. then the rest he just pulled out. Dr David says the bottom will be a breeze compared to the top. Oh Puuuhhhlease.......I hurt like hell buddy and your telling me it is gonna be a breeze.
And he put me on these pain meds everyone tells me thats a good pain med. But my toothless top half of my mouth isn't saying so.
Yeah Im tryin to be funny cause it hurts so damn bad.
Oh and I say Diet cause I can't really eat anything and I tried eating a wendys frosty and got brain freeze first couple bites so that was done and over. I am hungry but it just hurts so bad. I will just drink my sprite I guess. I could lose a few pounds and it wouldn't be a problem at all.
I go back next week to get stitches out. then the bottoms sometime after that.

oh and after he was done and I was getting post op instructions......He says "are you a smoker?" I proudly said Nope quit 6 months ago!!!! He was like wow keep it up. Only feel good really of the day.

well think I will go play some pogo before I try to lay down.

more soon.....

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Happy 6 Months to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

WOW I just looked tonight and TOMORROW is my 6 month anniversary.....well technically it is after midnight here so it is my anniversary!!!
24 long weeks
4 weeks per month
6 months!!!!
go me!!
I still cannot believe its been that long. To me it seems like 3 months. I am really looking forward to the next milestone!!! 1 year here I come
No turning back!!!!

no matter how bad no matter how hard I will not turn back!!!

one day at a time as always.........

Have you seen my Weiner?

Have you seen my weiner? Thats a joke around my house cause yeah we have a weiner dog. Snickelfritz was my moms dog and she gave her to tanner when tanner had surgery back at the beginning of summer. So we will say have you seen my weiner and here she comes. Recently she was in heat so we let my sisters Maltese be Snickels Boyfriend. So we will have malted weiners in a couple months we hope. Today I went to buy some doggie shampoo and I got her this huge bone thought she will like this while she is laying around. It is a smoked meaty knuckle. I bet that thing weighs 5 lbs. Somehow she nudged it over onto my friends little girls coat and is on guard. Check out this picture of her and her bone!!!

That bone reminds me of the turkey butt that Norbit always got on the movie Norbit!!! I think she is inlove with her bone!!! haha

Well that is my picture of the week!!!!! I have taken several but that one is the best!!!!

The last couple days I have been pretty short of breath. Not sure what is bringing it on. I hope I am not coming down with something again I feel fine other then being short of breath. No cig craves or Lil Maggie Tuggings!!!

I am really happy that I am a non smoker now!!!

I so realized today when my kids came in from there Nanas!!! I said goidness she smoke a whole pack while you were there?! They each came in at seperate times and I swear they smelled just like a cigarette!!! I cannot believe that I used to smoke and they would go out of here smelling like that!! Just makes me sick that I done that to my kids. Well glad I dont do it anymore to them

Well more soon

One day at a time......

um yeah